The same date every year, the same protagonist but the different plot.

Tomorrow will be my 23th birthday. I really want to say something special for it, because I'm so different from the girl one year ago.

My boss once said I'm one of those who are thinking too much of themselves. So at this moment, I want to change my life, I want to look at people around me, and I want to thank them.

I want to thank my parents: thank you for giving me the opportunity to enjoy my colorful life.

I want to thank my friends: thank you for providing me assistance (and those presents, I really like them).

I don't know whether I can be a success but I will try my best to be a happy girl because I know that is what they want me to be.

Best wishes to those who love me and whom I love.

For I don't know whether there will be anyone who remembers my birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself, hehe~~

 

It seems that I'm at the moment of decision of my life, what is different is if you were standing on the crossroads you have at least one choice, but I haven't got any of choices.

Sometimes when I am alone, I feel excited about leaving college and entrance to society; sometimes I feel frightened because of the uncertainty of my future. I usually suffer from insomia recently, maybe it can be seen as a symble of maturity, maybe it is a compulsory stage of growing up. Anyway I'm experiencing it and I hope it can pass as soon as possible.

Humen are strange creature: you feel tied if your job is hard, but if there is nothing you can do, you will feel miserable. Then it will be worse. Unfortunately, I'm in the second condition.

I believe there is no saviour this time. I must save myself. I'm not sure whether I can or not, but as I have to, I will try my best so as to avoid any regret. Recently I am immersing myself in PRISON BREAK for what I need now is courage. I hope I can become more brave and brave enough before I am defeated by the frustrations coming soon.